Hello again all. It is your friendly, cheap neighborhood Cucch checking in with you all to let you know, yes, your long national wet dream is over: I am returning with book reviews. The holiday season has provided me with enough vim and vigor to bring back the fun threads that I am sure will cause this site to explode. The books I have read in the past month or two include Shoemaker's shit, Dusty's, Gary Michael Cappetta's, and others. A now former co-worker (read about it after the jump) gifted me a Secret Santa gift that allowed me to gain access to three books I would have found unaccessible.
I am a recovering drug addict. Painkillers. Opiates. Percoset and OxyContin, primarily OC 80's. I cleaned up two years ago to this day, December 28, 2011. All recovering addicts remember that day. I spent two years trying to reacclimate myself to a society that had, and has, passed me by. I found a job that satisfied me, along with a girl who satisfied me, if not in a traditional sense. I started working at this pizza joint, family run but a corporation, in early September. I kicked names and took ass, and defended this other girl, also a recovering, to the point where I almost became something of an afterthought compared to her. No issues, she is my age (33) with very similar experiences and two children. I will gladly take the bullet for someone I deem worth my time...and she was. No sex, well...one time...but this was not a relationship, so to speak, based on sex or sexual tension...it was one of mutual respect and experience. She needed the hours, I did not, so I sacrificed and gave them to her, realizing that she was just awesome at her job...just like me. The two of us, two people from the same background, drugs, work experience, all of that, were the backbone of a restaurant that experienced record sales this holiday season. She last worked the 23rd, me, Christmas Eve. We both got laid off today. It had nothing to do with performance, but with how the entire company panned out. Life sucks. Now, with me, I am a single man who lives (and basically raises) his dad. No rent, free computer...hell, my dad feels so bad about me losing my job CLEAN that he is adding me to his cell phone account with a new Samsung Galaxy 4...shitty huh? This other girl, call her my girlfriend? She is me in the female form, only she is a little behind in recovery and has two children. One of who's birthday is in six days.
Enough with the melancholy, here are the books I have read and/or am about to:
-Dusty Rhodes
-Shoemaker's shit
-Capetta's (Don't sleep)
-Missy Hyatt
-Bruce Hart
-The one SK book I have not read...Made Men.
There is the list. Pick one.
I am a recovering drug addict. Painkillers. Opiates. Percoset and OxyContin, primarily OC 80's. I cleaned up two years ago to this day, December 28, 2011. All recovering addicts remember that day. I spent two years trying to reacclimate myself to a society that had, and has, passed me by. I found a job that satisfied me, along with a girl who satisfied me, if not in a traditional sense. I started working at this pizza joint, family run but a corporation, in early September. I kicked names and took ass, and defended this other girl, also a recovering, to the point where I almost became something of an afterthought compared to her. No issues, she is my age (33) with very similar experiences and two children. I will gladly take the bullet for someone I deem worth my time...and she was. No sex, well...one time...but this was not a relationship, so to speak, based on sex or sexual tension...it was one of mutual respect and experience. She needed the hours, I did not, so I sacrificed and gave them to her, realizing that she was just awesome at her job...just like me. The two of us, two people from the same background, drugs, work experience, all of that, were the backbone of a restaurant that experienced record sales this holiday season. She last worked the 23rd, me, Christmas Eve. We both got laid off today. It had nothing to do with performance, but with how the entire company panned out. Life sucks. Now, with me, I am a single man who lives (and basically raises) his dad. No rent, free computer...hell, my dad feels so bad about me losing my job CLEAN that he is adding me to his cell phone account with a new Samsung Galaxy 4...shitty huh? This other girl, call her my girlfriend? She is me in the female form, only she is a little behind in recovery and has two children. One of who's birthday is in six days.
Enough with the melancholy, here are the books I have read and/or am about to:
-Dusty Rhodes
-Shoemaker's shit
-Capetta's (Don't sleep)
-Missy Hyatt
-Bruce Hart
-The one SK book I have not read...Made Men.
There is the list. Pick one.
Congratulations on the anniversary.
ReplyDeleteCongrats on the recovery. Sucks about the job man. Stay positive. You'll be fine
ReplyDeleteMade Men. Keep your head up.
ReplyDeleteI do all that shit and I'm fine.
ReplyDeleteNice! Looking forward too it!
ReplyDeleteI have some experience in witnessing loved ones crash and burn due to drugs or alcohol or you name it. Accountability is a helluva drug in it's own right. I applaud your efforts, and I hope you bounce back from the job loss.
ReplyDeleteWith that said, Missy Hyatt's book seems like a train wreck so let's go for it.
Keep it classy, jackass.
ReplyDeleteCan't speak to the addiction situation. I've never been there.
ReplyDeleteMy vote is for Capetta's. I've heard good things in other places.
Go to your corner and cry like you usually do, and I'll do the posting for you.
ReplyDeleteMissy Hyatt.
ReplyDeleteCongrats on maintaining sobriety.
ReplyDeletei choose Capetta's book
But would you be better not doing it at all?
ReplyDeleteYou should check out the rainn Wilson joint "super" it's kinda about addiction in a backasswards way.
ReplyDeleteCongrats on the two year anniversary! You seem to be in a positive mood despite the job loss. Hope the New Year brings you an even better job.
ReplyDeleteAlways wanted to read the Capetta book myself so that one would be interesting to read about.
Naaaaaaah.
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Who the fuck cares enough to downvote people commenting on this LiveJournal entry?
ReplyDeleteId go with the Missy Hyatt train wreck....
ReplyDelete...I lost my older brother a few years back to oxy addiction, his 43rd birthday would have been this Sunday. Keep your head up and while its a tough long road, its really a big deal that you have made it through 2 years, I dont know ya but Im proud of the effort....
......how did this get all those down votes?!?
ReplyDeletePositive thinking is over rated.
ReplyDeleteU jealous, bro?
ReplyDeleteShoemaker's shit.
ReplyDeleteFool. Would the woman have sacrificed for you if roles were reversed? I bet my anal virginity the answer is no.
ReplyDeleteMissy.
ReplyDeleteI'll vote for Dusty just to see if you can finish it as I've never been able to. I keep getting sick of all the self-promoting after I've already bought the book!
ReplyDelete..that seems like an odd thing to throw on the table for a friendly wager.
ReplyDeleteNot at all. Never have been. Never will be.
ReplyDeleteI wasn't crying. I was calling you a jackass. There's a difference.
ReplyDeletejust sounds like Dusty being Dusty to me.
ReplyDeleteKind of a what you see is what you get deal.
Missy hyatt
ReplyDeleteI'm so glad I'm not an addict and can freely enjoy drugs with no consequences
ReplyDeleteLol wtf 10 down votes for well wishing?
ReplyDeleteThat's the spirit!
ReplyDeleteYes, I understand. You're a white knight. Again, I'll do the posting and you can jam your face into the pillow and bawl over it.
ReplyDeleteTranslation: Yes, yes I am.
ReplyDeleteHe doesn't even lift. Bro.
ReplyDeleteI bet my anal virginity that Lincoln was the third president! WINK WINK
ReplyDeletehttp://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Abraham_Lincoln
ReplyDeleteBe by at 8 tomorrow. You might want to have a few drinks first.
Oh darn it, I cannot believe I lost. Oh, gee, no.
ReplyDelete*suspicious*
Think what you want, man. It's the internet. You can have whatever opinion you want.
ReplyDeleteThanks for the advice, nanna.
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